it's my RD today.thank GOD! i feel weak today.. emotionally, physically and mentally. i'm not happy with what i am doing..its just that i dont have a choice- as of now. if i quit i will receive a lot of questions and judgment.
i wish it will be over.. i tried to conquer this feeling but it wont stop..
i miss my batch mate. i miss our bonding. its totally different.
i don't like plastic people. inside, there's a lot of them. i don't like them. i don't like them. but i have no choice but to deal with them.
my wednesday shift was okay. the mood was lighter. i wish all my shift will be like that. i wish most of them will be in RD- always.. i don't like them. i don't like them.
i know this job is not my forte.. this is not for me... i can feel it... but for now i have to stick with it whether i like it or not.
if i found another, without a blink of an eye i will quit.
haaayyyyy.. npapagod n ako!!! i felt deprived from life....!
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