Tuesday, November 11, 2008

NOVEMBER 10-- MYD AY

yes, it was my birthday but, it wasn't a good birthday. i was sick, until now i still feel dizzy. i was absent too..2nd day in prod and i was absent. what a good start,huh!? i don't care if it would affect my stat or whatever my TM or my team members might think. i don't care!!

i was sick and i won't pressure myself.

i had a checkup today. DR. Pamaran prescribed a vitamins for me. she said i was the only thin csr agent she'd met..hehehe so i ask her for a vitamins--the n she wrote something which i can barely understand..hehehe

i will go to work today. i don't want to, but i have to. haayyyy...

i don't like this life.. i miss the training room.. i miss my wave mates,my friends and patrick... inside the training room isn't as heavy as inside the production..
and what i don't like is-- they taught us something-- 'something' that patrick did'nt want us to do. i don't want to do it because i know it's cheating.what will i do? what if i was monitored? how can i reason out? i don't like it.

the best thing i learned when i was in dance troupe is -- honesty. if you want to achieve something that feels good inside and be proud of it--DO IT IN A CLEAN and CORRECT WAY..

haayyyyy... how long will i last?


until december? i don't know.. im not excited anymore--- n turn-off ako..i was kind a dissapointed....

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Hi Mine,

I got more upset and frustrated after reading your post. I don't know. It is like everyone feels the same. I don't like this feeling. I am trying my best not to entertain this feeling. I want to see more of you, guys. Please be patient and let's see what is in store for all of us at Sykes, OK? Hang on some more...

Thanks.