5:54am

i'm awake..yes,too early.. can't sleep though.... ahhh... when will it last...??? i'm waiting...waiting.. waiting...
i feel like i'm dying inside... don't know what to do to let go of this pain....
sakit....
God, i feel like crying again...
i wantto go to his place pay a visit but what if he would tel " puli n 2 pahuway t anay.."
rejection..
i'm stupid.. stupid.. stupid...
how did i let myself into this mess? i want to go out...
there's some part of me that anger lives... i even made a drastic plan to get even..
no one messess up with me.... i will strike back.. remember that...