will he come..? will he appear? i don't know... maybe i won't expect anymore so that it won't hurt that bad..( i know it's a lie,coz deep inside me still expects)
yesterday the pain was there..wanted to cry but i can't.. i don't want other people to notice what i feel.. have to pretend that everything is fine... i was taking calls but my mind wasn't there...haaayyy
when will it end..? i shopped today.. para malingaw... good thing i t helps..
now i'm home.. not feeling that pain again..trying hard not to think about it...trying to think something else..
if he will not come then it's time to move on....
maybe time will come my heart will stop beating for him.. i don't know when.. i don't know where to start.. but i know i have to face reality... i lost the person i really love and want to share my life with... i don't want to find replacement just to fill in the whole...
maybe... maybe... maybe.. i can move on..maybe...
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