TWO WEEKS? AND THEN WHAT?

After you go, I can catch on my reading
After you go, I have lot more time sleeping
And when you go, it looks like thing's gonna be lot easier

Life would be at ease you know
I really should be glad.
But I'm bluer than blue
Sadder than sad
You're the only life this empty room has ever had
Life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue..
After you go, I have a lot more room in my closet
After you go, I can stay out long if I feel like
And when you go, I can run through half screaming
And no one can ever hear me
I really should be glad
I don't have to miss no tv show
I can start my whole life over
Change the numbers on my telephone
but the night will sure be colder.

The pain is excruciating. i don't know where did it come from but it's there.i cried a river but i don't know if it can turn back time.
i wish i can. i wish i didn't ask. for two weeks and then what? 
moving on is a hard part.can i? i thought i can but i don't know now.
i thought i'm tough but i think i'm not. 
it's time again to wear mask. to hide the pain i felt inside.. and pretend that everything is alright.

maybe yes, it takes time to heal all wounds..
i just hope the wound would not leave a scar.

it takes two to tango but why put blame only at one?
unfair? i don't know.. i think so..

i hope time changes everything..
can't help my self from hoping..

it hurts! it's like lost half of me..