what now..???

he came yesterday...actually he called me the other day..my heart was jumping...with joy or excitement... i dunno... but i'm glad he came.. we talked we laugh we shared something.. we kissed... but i dunno..i'm puzzled... i saw a pic on his fone.. i dunno if he intentionally showed it up to me... he said that's not his girl.. i dunno.. but i felt a pang of pain..? i have to move on i have to... i'm in the process but seing him again..made me go back to zero....hayyyyy i still love him i guess.. or is it just a thought? i dunno... i felt the pain inside me again... although not that painful.. but it's still here.... part of me wanting him back..i think not only part of me but most of me.. i dunno what's running inside his thoughts.. i can't read it.. i hope i can.. so i wont be like this... hanging in a thin air...