i hope they will understand...

i'm still in pain right now.. i want to move on but the pain still lingers on me...
i cant accept the fact that we broke up because of 3rd party.. it hurts...

i hope i can move on soon..
i hope my friends will still there to understand me everytime i was like a stereotype talking about it again and again.. that's the only way i can let out my emotions and let out the pain i'm feeling inside...


i dunno where he is right now.. he didn't even texted our friends...

i'm still hoping but i hope my heart will stop beating for him....i hope soon the pain will end..and i will forget him and the pain he caused me..
but i still want to see him suffer..regret of what he'd done to me...

o i wish it's April already..cant wait for April to come..

ngaa?

ngaa nhimo m ni sakon mn? ngaa nd ka mg tubang sakon? mlakat ka n..ngaa nd m gusto mg storya sakon?
ngaa nd m msabat mga pamngkot ko? kg gna takpan ka p ka mga frends ta-mga frends m n lg gali?
ngaa ntabo n saton mn? palangga ta gd ka? diin ko ng kulang? ngaa nd m gd ko p tagaan chance p haw? kasakit gd ka dn himo m sakon.
ngaa n init ka gd? ngaa kulang n lg dw isumpa m n ko? ikaw ang ng baya sakon tpos ikaw p ang g arte nga dw ikaw ang dihado...ikaw ang n ngita iban..pero ngaa gn istorbo m p ko? ngaa gn tagaan m p o false hope? ngaa? nd ka gd gusto nga mk move on ko?
anu gd kadako sala ko cmu? anu gd kadaku?

just another day..

have a shift later..but not yet sleepy...
there are so many things running in my mind...
i'm still hurting inside... i'm trying to move on...
it's a long process i think...
we eaxchaned hurtful texts last sunday..
and i regret texting him..
it really hurt me...
i wish my friend we be here soon..
so i can say PAY BACK TIME....

i still have to wait for a month now..then i hope it will be successful..

u ruined me.. i will ruin you...
i really, really hate you....

getting into it..

on the floor right now, we have march madness..the more positive esca ur team got the more points u can have to win the game..
i got one today..i didn't fish for it,just like most did... so i can really say my positive esca is pure..mwehehheehe

2 days now that i didn't feel the pain much---being heart broken...
i can eat now...not that soooo depress anymore...but i really hate him..
i swear time will come you willpay....
you will regret what you did to me.....
i really really hate you that i don't care anymore whatever happens to you...


***subong ok lg n kay my mga raket ka p...raket are not permanent..panu pg n dula n n? tikalon n cmu...dw n pkita m gd sakon subong kg anu knugon nga wala n t..kag ikaw p ang bitter mg hambal to think nga ikaw ng baya sakon..tikalon ka n gd y..pwes ang tinikal m my katapusan kag ako na ang mtapos!
subong p ngalipay kamu...ubusa nu ang 1 k bulan nu p ngalipay..april comes tan-awon ta kg k pangalipay p kamu...pare-pareho gd kmu mga butigon...