may 14 2009

it was past 3am in the morning i thought i was dreaming but i wasn't..my cp was ringing..and wen i looked at the number it wasn't in my fonbook... i answered the fon.. i don't recognize the voice until he said it was HIM... i was so surprise curiosity filled all over me.. i asked him why he called..he was crying and i know he was drunk.. he said he miss me..the hell with him...he beg for me to call him he said it while sobbing...i took pity or maybe kagagahan i called him...he was crying..i want to scream at him,tell him how he hurt me and now he will bother me because he had no one to turn to?(but i know i will just waste my energy so i dont) no one to understand him during his downtime? i don't know but i dont feel the kilig factor anymore..maybe jp is correct it's only in my mind n lg....
hard to write the total scenario...basta i'm happy that his mesirable right now...i know its a bad thought but i cant help it...(smile!)